WHY ME?!

What a weekend. I've had bad days before, but this was almost more than I could bear. That whole "bad things come in threes" bit? I'm currently waiting on the third plague to hit. If you know me, you know that my boyfriend and I went our separate ways Saturday evening. Monday morning, I was let go from one of my jobs. What's next?
The way I see it, this is a change for the better. I have always anxiously awaited the day that I could go back to Dallas and live closer to my family. This whole "country" thing is not my style. I am a city girl through and through, the only thing I really enjoy as far as the city of Abilene goes, is fishing- without having to touch the fish, of course. I mean come on, gross. I have my friends whom I will miss dearly, but have extended the invitation to come visit and stay with me whenever they, too, needed a break from the nothingness of Taylor County. 
As far as the breakup goes, I will survive. I am amazed at my strength, considering the fact that I had previously predicted a nasty meltdown. I am still somber, yet I know there is something bigger and better waiting for me out there. I saw this quote today and it inspired a whole new feeling for me:
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
— Marilyn Monroe
I know what I want in life and I know there is someone out there that wants the same. It's a simple request: LOVE ME. I am known for pouring my everything into a relationship and loving with all I have. I just want someone who will do the same for me. My mom says the best relationships are always right there under your nose where you would be least likely to look. So here I sit, ready for the next adventure in my life. Taking it slow, but anticipating the day when I meet my perfect match.


He IS out there, right?? ;)